Wide MF'in Open & Power games

why does it fucking hurt so much

Be vulnerable they say, open up, let go - but I usually only do this when I feel *safe* with someone. If I don’t trust a new/old person, who has hurt me in the past-more than once, AM I FUCK going to let them come anywhere near me again are you insane.

Learned boundaries don’t crumble.

I let someone get too close, today

An old girlfriend that I always hold at arms length reached out to me, to have a catch up & of course because I don’t trust her I only respond with brief interactions, but she Triggered the f*** out of me

I was not being Present

I allowed myself to stop being a Witness to the feelings that came up, as she expressed her predictable negativity & I became a Participant in the unspoken game neither of us had agreed to play.

Eff that

Remembering to take a Sacred Pause, gives you your Power back, it was not taken in the first place, because you’re not a victim remember? You willingly gave it over, despite being unaware of what you were actually doing.

Light work-right?

Thank your lucky stars you get another go

When we make mistakes, the gift of hindsight teaches us what we can do differently next time. May we remember what we do want & operate from a place of Discernment.

Have you felt this recently too?

Lmk in the chat babes <3

My friends call me Fluffi xxx

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